A Hangover without an Escape

I woke up in your bed again

Regretting every moment

Feeling like I’ve been shot in the head

I hate myself around you

The things I let you do to me

You make me feel hungover

Of a love so wrong

I let you abuse me

Throw me out whenever you want to

I always go back to you knowing I deserve more

But I’d rather love you then let you hurt me over again

Maybe, one day I’ll let you go and find a love that needs me the way I need you

I always wake up alone

Finding pictures of girls you fucked

Why do I keep doing this?

When I know I’m nothing more

You never loved me and never will

This will be the last time

I will ever stay her

Or even let you touch me

I’m numb when I’m around you

And I need to feel

X2

I leave your dead apartment cold in the middle of November

It’ll be the last time you’ll see me

I took your favorite sweater and the piece of me you took away

I’ll finally be more then a mistress you hide away