Clutch

Clutch to your name

Cause nothing has changed

I’m still the girl who fears the pain

But revels in it

I see you from a distance

And wonder if your smile is real at all?

I should focus on me

Find a boy to fill the void

But your eyes still haunt me

You knew me better

I knew you less

Did it even matter?

I don’t still want you

This isn’t my play

Getting this off my chest is what I need

So my friends can finally forget your name

And maybe, I’ll find a reason to believe again.